dollie dreams

I decided to make a Dreamwidth account for a couple reasons:

1. I can't make Tumblr text posts. I don't know why this is. Tumblr hates me and my computer hates Tumblr.
2. Ello is cool, but I don't like not being able to tag stuff and organize everything so that I could look back at it more easily.
3. I want to ramble, probably at myself.

So hi, hello, my name is Erin and I'm here to mcfreakin lose it.

Since I like making lists, here's some stuff I'm probably going to make posts about.

1. My mental health. Idk how often I'll do this, but I have a few different issues. Among these are some kind of anxiety disorder, some kind of depressive disorder and possibly some more fun stuff. I also have a trauma history. Cool. I'm currently in therapy but not on drugs as of writing this (though I have been in the past & am supposed to be seeing a psychiatrist for happy pills sometime this month).
2. Fun stuff I buy. I have so much anxiety about spending any money on anything ever but I try to counteract this by letting myself be happy about fun things I acquire.
3. Hobbies. I'm a very serious equestrian so this will probably come up. I also write and play video games and whatever.
4. Interests. I like food, dolls, music and whatever. A lot of whatever will be in this journal apparently.
5. School??? Work ???? I don't like talking about either of these things bc A) I don't want to bring in real world connections somehow and B) being a goofy asshole on the internet is how I escape from school & work. But. I want to study astronomy and I'm finishing up my associates in liberal arts so I'll prob mention that. Work won't come up at all unless it's a generic WORK IS ANNOYING thing.

Some other assorted crap that may appear here:

1. I have three dogs they're cool
2. I want to own pretty much every kind of animal so I may cry about that
3. My mom is really cool, my brother is capable of being really cool and my dad is capable of being a real douche so that's something I may rant about
4. My grandparents are the bomb diggity
5. I like anime & manga but I'm not a fandom person like at all so idk if I'll even talk about this
6. I love doing makeup it's really fun and enjoyable and therapeutic to me
7. I've been through some crap I don't like talking about but hey it may happen
8. idk I'll probably add more here in the future

Clearly I'm a very riveting person but tl;dr this was all pointless anyway because no one is gonna read this shitpile :^)